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I seem to have gotten rather drunk rather quickly last night. As a result, I treated my wonderful [livejournal.com profile] devalmont in a not too nice fashion because I was confused. Luckily he understood my inebriated state, calmly ignored me and got us safely home and then whisked me from the floor where I passed out to a nice comfy bed, whilst starting on a 'find [livejournal.com profile] akonken' mission. He's ever so good. We like him. He's currently on the verge of being a Dave's Syndrome victim though so anyone with any cooling ideas and thoughts, please send them his way.

Thank you to [livejournal.com profile] libellum, [livejournal.com profile] strongtrousers and [livejournal.com profile] elise, our hostesses and hosts for the evening. I'm sorry we didn't stay longer - I think I'll drink less next time! And apologies to anyone who I rambled drunkedly at. I hope I wasn't too annoying. Unfortunately I can't remember most of it. :-(

Right, off to get a shower, some food and then welcome [livejournal.com profile] akonken over.
ebb: (Sad)
( Jan. 8th, 2005 11:32 am)
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I feel its time to leave lj for a little while. I've not been online nearly as much as previously, I can't keep up with everyone's entries when I finally DO get online, added to which I rarely post anything of interest to any of you.

Call or text me using my contact details, link at my info page, if you want to.
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( May. 19th, 2004 10:49 pm)
Sorry to everyone. I'm just having a bad day. It happens.

Em xx
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( Feb. 18th, 2004 12:24 am)
I've been rather meepish today. Those who have been subjected to how I've truly felt should know and understand what's going on inside my head by now, but I do feel the need to say sorry.

If it seems I'm taking it out on you in any way, please stop. Take a breath. Realise that sometimes everyone feels miserable and needs to work through it alone. That's where I am - just as I may want to comfort you and you know it's not what you need, the same is true for me.

You really can't help me with this any more than you already have. I DO appreciate the effort, and I know that you're there for me and you care.

I'm sorry if you feel hurt or cut off in any way - but its how I need to deal with this. I'll be ok in a day or so, I know it.
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( Feb. 1st, 2004 10:43 am)
i'm so lucky to have such a supportive family. i've just talked a few things through with them and they've chilled me out no end. most people would go to their friends first and build up an external network. i'm privledged enough not to HAVE to do that, i've a wonderful support network at home which i sometimes forget about, and sometimes take for granted.

On an unrelated note: i'm sick of allowing myself to wallow needlessly and pointlessly rather than facing the world )

it's stupid - and i'm not. i need to give it up, let go and move on. i'm a big girl and there is NO way anything that's happened before is going to dictate my future and how i deal with problems for a second more.
ebb: (Default)
( Feb. 1st, 2004 01:11 am)
Please guys, this is hard enough without anyone talking to me about it. This is something that's going to take a lot of work between myself and [livejournal.com profile] sapphrine, and the last thing I want or need is any sympathy or concern. It distracts from what needs to be done and I don't want or need it.

I'm not sure who he's made his post open to, but it covers everything that needs to be said. If you can't see it, I'll sum up. We are on the verge of splitting up and it's currently on a knife edge. Yes, it is THAT serious.

Please respect both of us and give us our individual space and time to get this sorted out - the large part of which will be spent appart I think, so don't assume that if I'm alone that I'm lonely.

I'll ask for your view/opinion/help/concern if I feel I need or want it.


-Edit- Sorry if this sounds ungrateful, but it's what I truly need.


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